February 2011
18 posts
i need
beer and whiskey asap.
as for now i will write about drinking?!@!?@ woo
pbr-me
let it flow through my veins and mask all of my real pain
i’ve been watching the stars align and the truth is your always there i can’t make sense of anything i can’t stop the spinning
blurred vision warmly felt helps a little, to forget all the times i never spent treating her, my princess.
i...
January 2011
67 posts
Wake up
Night
It’s funny how when people have problems they become restless.
It’s because sleep and dreams are way less scary then having to live in a harsh reality.
If I could I’d sleep for weeks.
In my dreams I wake up in the right place.
I am
sal’s insurmountable regret.
46
I can’t seem to get myself up off the floor.
add a text post
alwaysinthewrongplaceatthewrongtime
icouldbesomuchmore
thanwhatiusedtobe
imreadytoshowthis
readytomakemymove
itsnevertoolate
nothingiscutanddryinourscreenplaycalledlife
idwalkthedistanceifyoupromisedtoclosethegap
helpthemightyhelpthegirl
sheshinesbrightestinsidethenothingnessiam
nooneshouldbehere
salvatore
Ever watch a television show or a movie and immediately afterward you want to possess the exact moral, theme, or whatever the hell said thing tried displaying? I always do that. I always want to be a superhero, writer, father, burglar, assassin, or even a babysitter. Point of this babble is I wish I could filter all these tiny dreams and mold them into a decent realistic big one.
Maybe...
Tddup
This is getting bad. I’m getting worse.
Snowday
No work today.
I’ll come pick you up.
Ughhhh
Please miss me.
Ehh
Im feeling optimistic today. As if this weekend. A week later. Will bring good news. Something I’ve hoped for. Someone I’m waiting for.
I’m probably wrong.
Tuesday day off
Going to the mall.
That’s always fun.
Wish I had off everyday.
I miss snowboarding. Gotta get on that.
I miss her so much I’m going crazy.
Time to read more books.
Blah blah blah.
Tumblr sucks. Sometimes.
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I’m stretching out my arms to something that’s just not there.
Welllll
Obeying your command.
Hopeful. So very hopeful.
Id die otherwise.
I pray this ends right.
I’d love to be your resolution. I’d love too.
%#$!
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckkkkkkkkkk
inlove
whats to do when you’ve lost your everything
nothing
dixiedoginkpromotions asked: Hey what's up? Idk how to send an message/email on this thing or if you can even send a message/email on here. I've been reading some of your blog and I'm loving it. Please post more. I'm saving the rest for Saturday its supposed to be really cold here so I figured I'd say in side and read. lol :]. Remember how you said I should post some of my work well I did. I followed...
sexandcomplaints-deactivated201 asked: happy birthday salliebabie! [i thought it would be more appropriate for me to say it here.] very sincerely, sexandcomplaints.
BMTH
Tell me that you need me ‘cause I love you so much.
Tell me that you love me ‘cause I need you so much.
Id write until the day I die if I knew you'd love...
Angry at it all.
Destructive at best.
I torment myself.
Restless at best.
I’d rip the pages from every book to start a fire to burn for us.
It’d wash away from all my tears.
sexandcomplaints-deactivated201 asked: look at all this love you're getting via ask box. aren't you happy i told you that you needed one? :] we haven't spoken in some time, & despite the slightly depressing feel of your posts, i hope all is well with you, sir.
dixiedoginkpromotions asked: Welcome I know how you feel I am my own worst critic to. One day I'll have to show a few of my poems. If you are interested in seeing a few. I do like how your one quote really got me thinking. lol Well I'm going to start reading this amazingness which you call A Splatter of Ideas. I'll report back to you tomorrow about this. :] I have a feeling its going to be good.
losingsanity
the nights they grow longer the nights they grow darker
quiet & ornate. all in the same.
i’m acting out of character, forgetting my place. never where i’m supposed to be.
these books can’t help escape from the harsh reality that is, me. sanity lost among floating feelings.
feelings of love, lust & time.
all aching to be shared with you.
youlaughinmyface....
dixiedoginkpromotions asked: Okie that is awesome. I'm going to have to go make my self some tea and start reading. I have the feeling I'm going to be reading some pretty amazing/epic things. :] I'm a poet and its cool to see how much better I've gotten though out the years. I've always loved to write. But that quote man is really something. I actually think I'm going to hang out to that. You are...
dixiedoginkpromotions asked: You are most welcome. The more I read your blog name the more I'm loving it. Its very catchy. I'm sure this whole tumblr thing will get easier once I start using it more. My whole blog thing is about music. I own/run my own promotions company called Dixie Dog Ink Promotions. Soon I hope to put some photos up that I took of some bands. "Words mean everything when read correctly"...
dixiedoginkpromotions asked: Oh haha I feel like I should have known that The Dangerous Summer. Do you sing or play in a band at all? Sorry I'm new at this whole tumblr thing. I'm still trying to figure it all out. lol I like your blog name btw.
dixiedoginkpromotions asked: Hey Sal, That song on Jan 18th did you write that song and is that you singing. Its amazing. I really like it. :] Do you have any other songs that I can listen to?
In the back of my mind, well I thought my...
imsick
sorry for wasting your time, when all I meant for was to share it.
lovesick
Fuckup
Should be my new name.
welcome to the end of the world party
tumblr, im fucking bored.
all-american
got a double header, fries, & milk-shake (vanilla)
went to my car, added whiskey to my shake….
yep, drove home.
craving more whiskey & breakdowns. heavy ones.
Neck-noose
I wear your heart around my neck.
Close enough to make it hurt.
I’d give you mine if you’re willing to take it.
Sincerely yours, take it.
.11111.
Parting with sleep ‘til she comes home. The snow falls harder, harder than tone. How I function I barely know. Full of emotions I rarely show.
Treat me fairly at nights last glow. Making wishes by friend of foe.
The heart it wants what it cannot have. These eyes regret more than the world can see.
I’d detach my life to breathe alone. I’d give a life to share our own.
