May 2011
41 posts
looking down
only your voice can turn me around instead of going crazy, im looking back its funny to say its going to be ok
i believe theres still some warmth to go ill send it back to me waiting here i cant even put enough emphasis on the words “i need you” mean so much to me
you always know when to fold your cards
you always knew better than i could about the world and all of the harm it would...
shazam
idontknowwhyibotherevenwritingtheseuselessstupidsadpoemsofdenial.
i really dont know what i’ve been doing this past month. i have completely wasted a full calendar month. quit my job, gave up on most socializing. my money is slowly dwindling, along with my mind and wits. i just watch movie upon movie, i read my book. i am literally stuck with myself. for the most part i realize im a fun guy...
singsong
id be lying if i said i was content with what i’ve done if silence could speak in volume it’d be damned if i do and to hell if i dont i promise you this
so let us blow our minds and make things better you know im willing to be forever
holding hands on mountains edge, you’d let me go and fall to death
tumultuous
skin & bones, ill make my very first move surely you know i’m hesitant begging you please in relevance
dramatic
never have i felt more powerless than today knowing now, you are not to stay
i need to screen myself objective concealing my pathetic perspective
i dare this heart to skip a beat, bring his maker to his feet
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i wonder, if given a second chance, how different i would be
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Rain
Your voice will be the death of me I am sure.
I take everything too personally and expect it to get me somewhere.
It hasn’t.
Tracing steps backward.
Falling deeper and deeper.
Release me from this life.
please
i was never one for forward progress, taking steps back is more like it
bad feelings run in and out the road blocks don’t seem to help
our hearts keep everything in i swear i wont look back the past will stay with those who’ve fallen newer days on the horizon
my words are as strong as a broken promise
they can’t reach lost in an abyss
with sight blurred, i confess…i...
seriously (i need help)
as sure as the sun will rise, i will be next to you
the day started like any other
its distress that runs through my veins
nevertheless i am imperfect
forgiveness is a persons greatest demise
i cannot convey love
i cannot convey life
amidst your absence
Sleep is never permanent
My shattered blue heart finds comfort in the waves.
An endless sea of nothing.
I long for you.
Could you say the same for me?
I’d rather think otherwise.
Optional.
Not a day goes by where I don’t feel the pain I’ve caused you.
I’m fighting the days until it’s all over.
Whether we meet again or not.
Only time will tell.
I leave my fate up to chance.
instantly
im just a collection of mistakes looking for a new life to ruin
ask me questions
im fucking bored and sick. watching star wars
http://salliebabie.tumblr.com/ask
gotta catchem all
my tongue can never keep up with my head they say talk is cheap id have to agree finishing what i’ve started was never my strong suit
so it seems my heart is its only fan
beating, breaking, and writing
faults of my own kind
i repress the better days not deep enough relatively lost
its hard to take something for granted when you never had it at first
ill never let my judgement mar me...
Iron
I am ready to become myself.
Execute the old.
Brave my new.
Built for more than the eye can see.
completely miserable
losing
completely hitting a brick wall when it comes to thinking about anything i need to accomplish in life.
i need a purpose, a muse.
i cant imagine going through life and not being ok, is that stubborn of me? will i be ok no matter what?
how can i do what i love? its apparent im losing hope, sleep, and time.
abandoned
we’re all alone now one against it all was it worth it? if it helps you sleep
i hope one day you see i remember the day i met you
lies could’ve been avoided this is how its gonna be if only i suppressed my dignity id crawl out this one, with my guns at bay
get up get out no words left to say
imagine a world without dissapointment
a fallacy
facebook
flyingattreelevel:
salliebabie:
totally updating tumblr back to facebook.
hopefully i make new friends.
oh sal.. haha
i suck so bad lol
text
you try to play it off like kings and queens but its all really happening down the throat of a harlett i am not made of irony
i loved more than i could chew.
Apathetic Notion
why do i seem to keep what holds me back apparent to the masses buried in my dreams
its a matter of fact, whether you ask me more bleeding to make my matters relavant
doubt is on your shoulders now, weighing you down
i dont have the time like i even give a fuck time has never been on my side neither were you
i used to paint pictures, full of life now i write garbage, a jezebels plight.
facebook
totally updating tumblr back to facebook.
hopefully i make new friends.
one wish
i need to figure everything out. im fighting time and losing.
Plain and simple
I valued it all. Despite my failures. I wouldn’t ever call it worthless. It was held dear to me. At all times. How do I grow from this? Blaming myself. I never enjoyed scenery less with the absence of you. I’ve written a lot of things. Never powerful enough for you. I remember the first time I fell. I re-live it everyday. Foreveralwaysyours. This hell can’t get hotter.
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