heads or tails
a simple game of chance win or lose, fifty-fifty. its apparent I’m a player of odds, but how do you sway lady? for you to catch my breath. she was heaven sent, my decision was a fatal mistake. flipping the coin creates a moment of truth, awaiting the winner is when you truly decide which side to choose. sad to say most of the time we don’t listen to ourselves. take a look inside...
Sleep late, have fun, get wild, drink whiskey and drive fast on empty streets...– Hunter S. Thompson (via hattiewatson)
Are stupid and useless. I swear it never used to be this way.
i wann be someone again, someone relevant.
wake me when
I’m strong enough to walk alone i fear the idea of it terrifies my bones denying reality has been more accordingly times a waste, wasting without you, you were the only perfect i knew iletitscaremeaway,iletthevoiceswin. now regret is a coping mechanism, fueled by neat whiskey (which whispers your name) nothing more than a little lamb I dont regret meeting you, i regret not keeping...
Oh, and all I can say is I knew you before You were beautiful back then Before you grew up, before you gave in And all I can say is I knew you before You were beautiful back then You could be beautiful again..
Though we are in the same place/ we surely know...
Still waiting for something to reappear. Pretty positive the rain has washed it all away. Never to be seen. Until I close my eyes. Raping the thoughts. Being complete, unrest. Please here me.
Even the brightest lights can’t drown out this shadow. The apparent whisper runs deep. I am imaginative. I have this life. Good by no means. Great by standards of condition. Aching for the actions I once suppressed. Forever scorned.
ex-bearbot: Goodbye to drugs I’m just gonna live my whole life as a drunk Take apart your friends Take apart your Johnnie Walker Red Goodbye to sex Wish I could say that I’m sorry to my ex Take apart your head Chew it up and swallow it.
I am forever falling behind. No one has helped. You have completely given up. As I did to you. Fuck.
I know I'm not crazy.
I’d be crazy not to feel this way. You can feel the reason when we lock eyes. It takes two, I get a bad feeling about it. My actions will reflect that. Missing you is all I care to do.
You can give up anything when you’re...
For months I was trying to push you away. Afraid of letting out the real me. Now I see that you shed the only light I have ever seen. I know what I am. Thanks to you.
Sitting and wondering. The world has such potential. As we did. As I do. As you were.
You really are something else.
:( It’s not the kind of lonesome you think it is. I just want to know you again. Have you want the same. Again. I don’t think it’s out of this world. Which is why I can’t seem to forget. I see no purpose in giving up. I see no face that hasn’t your eyes. Sick is an understatement.
singing all day
really is fun and honestly keeps me occupied
A constant reminder.
My thoughts constantly trail off into an abyss that i hate. I flirt back and forth between myself; having a mock convo between myself & I. Denying the topic doesn’t help change the idea of her. I wonder what went wrong when I realize I was never right. Words are meaningless when hearts are involved. A statement I know too well. A statement I finally realize I never valued. My...